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a happy ...

... New Year 2009!

We will meet again this year, sure, today I booked the flight from Bangkok to Vienna. And if all goes well with many exit and entry visa to Burma for new boards, I'm with you again in February. Can not believe. really wanted to fly over London and there still remain, but since I first no longer have winter clothes and 2 this flight (booked through Opodo) with Air Berlin was so cheap (370 €), I'm in about 5 weeks at home. Arg! But today I felt not so bad when you post, because right now everything is a bissi shit here. Who says holiday is relaxing on an island, was until now only all-inclusive bookings on the move. The Malays want to go to LANGKAWI apparently deserve all the money, we now are at 16.30 clock is still in an office and wait for the Lord, where we can book the ferry to Thailand, Ko Tarutao, for tomorrow morning.

midnight thank God still far away and we can certainly recover more of us from the stresses of the day. Runterzaehlen the countdown on the beach, which is always nice.

Cornelia gave me a great encouragement to the calendar. Russia has still not been reported (he also has my cell number, was looking for any excuses for him).

Greetings to all and see you soon,

your Lisi

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Merry Christmas

once again I can just about send Christmas greetings to you the computer.

Well, now I'm more than a year away!

I wish you all a Merry Christmas from Malaysia, the Cameron Highlands!

I am an Austrian woman with the move, ready to hit tomorrow to Penang and Langkawi for after New Year's Eve.

Please have tolerated, in addition to 100 to write Christmas messages, read 50 emails and take care of travel plans, all is not as easy to write blog. But the 2 days including her place in CAIRNS (Please note: Travelogue)! and the photos to the last entry (my last week with soot).

My concern according to the circumstances, although I with Russ for days could not call. Although I have bought a cell phone (No: +60169058984), a compound producing work since he is no longer in America. Has he forgotten me already?

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Cairns, to cry

From premonition I've booked no accommodation for the night I arrived in Cairns (I have looked awful with my eyes swollen from crying). Have We slept at the airport so I can cry alone and in peace, instead of being forced to crawl in a 7Bett Dorm. No way: at least 15 Asians have been the largest patch of land (the small arrival hall) shows just near the baggage claim I was still a Roadhouse build and sleep even 2 h, the remaining 6 hours. At 7 I was able to clock the Airport Pickup Service Call for my hostel, put my stuff there, check-in was only 12 clock. I've looked at the Esplanade, was rather disappointing - there is no beach in Cairns - and set me in a park and cried for 4 hours (in rain). I was absolutely unable to forge any plans to have a look a little ... I did not know how to proceed. I was totally desperate, desperately needed someone to talk to. In Austria I was able to time differences and costs make phone calls, Russ I did not want to cry constantly full and he was also not a good aid in his state (he was immediately sick to my going away). I just needed someone to understand me and me, as travelers know. So I called my friend Roland and Sonia. Finally someone to be able to communicate orally in person, how I am approximately, did well and after a few tips from Sonia I pulled myself together and went to immigration office for further information on ways I can yet again back to Russ and can lead with him in Australia a normal life.

I get information on visas (which is all very complicated and costs money and takes), including apparently agrees the information I've received a few months ago on the Gold Coast not. It was said that if I take the 1 year visa, I then as long from Australia remain outside, as I was able to heri. Good to know that we are no longer the government and TOTALLY HOPELESS stand in your way.

knew I felt a little better, there will always be an option if you really want it!

If MANN really want it. I know I will return back to Russia to live with him, you would do much for it (to) give (BUT not my 6 years of study)! I called Russ, told him about visa options and he said joyfully, yes, come back to me. Well, one can hardly believe it, but a bit HEAD I still have. I said to Russ, Sorry for the separation may be good, we were there every single day and night (except one) together and ws be just learned how important we are each other. I wanted to give him time to think through everything you need to be 100 percent aware of what he wants and asked him to give me an answer only on 1.1.2009. What is not easy for me, trust me to tremble for so long, so many questions and concerns: is he flirting in a 4-week vacation in N. America with Maedl or even more? If he forgets me soon? Is it the work of important and therefore he decides against me? etc pp.

BUT: as I know at least whether it is all worth it. And I also have time to remove myself from the whole emotional and a little head and heart time to separate again.

a hard decision, but I knew me no other choice.

And then there were so many other things to which I broke my head:

Am I my already paid flight (and my last opportunity to perceive him as the expiry date) on to Singapore Bangkok, London and Vienna 13.12. but come home and exercise? I could anyway enjoy nothing more, I look forward to anything, not forge any travel plans would, ideally only the computer and take care of visas as quickly as possible to Russ can return most like the beginning of January, so no more to Austria ...

... but I wanted to come home so as not ueberstuerzt and with a broken heart, without anticipation, ... and what I least to absorb me soo quickly in a few days so far (km moderately) to remove soot. At the moment I was still in Australia, after all, could, and phone calls with him.

had actually subconsciously I have already made the decision: NOT fly home and have me because it was so unbearably humid anyway for me to put in the air-conditioned library and tell me about Singapore , Malaysia, Thailand informed. So I had

rumgebracht times a day without Russ.

The next morning I got my Plastikschuesserl and my Ladle packed shopping, and I'm me at the Esplanade on the Lagoon (Extra created for swimming, since swimming in the ocean up there, not recommended, because of mud, Sting Rays and sharks etc) and had breakfast and set the phone with Russ.

I had two contacts in Cairns:

first Sharyn, I did not know personally and with whom I did not initially meet me in my state wanted. But since I had a feeling ... her brother Ken, I've met on the same day as Russ. I thought it must be a reason why I met him a few hours before Russ and YOU could take a few hours after leaving Russia. I've been a jerk and she called. A very good decision:

She was like a mother to me, offered me their shoulder to "cry", I could tell her everything she has on their experiences, their children, their marriage reported me tips given; distracted me by making me the northern Beaches drove (Palm Cove), went with me to a cafe on the beach, a waterfall for swimming, the TAFE institute, so I to could ev inform study opportunities (thereby to work at least 20 hours can in Australia), in the botanical garden.

Thereafter, Let us briefly to her home she has given me mangoes from the garden, which I had unfortunately forgotten in the car. I am Peter Pan and I canceled my Whitsunday sailing trip (50% Preisrueckerstattung).

second Tyler, a Canadian CS (Photos from earlier), I met with Amanda on the Gold Coast. He works in a pizzeria and I have it (by chance to break) and so visited lands a free pizza. It was nice, seeing a familiar face from "home" and talk about the past. He has also fallen heavily and broken up with his travel partner Ross and forge even more plans with his girlfriend.

evening at the Lagoon, I met nice travelers, as my feet into the (hot) water stretched to write my diary.

Despite heartache I've done all this in 2 days and was always on the road / busy.

The next day I had been definitively separate from the phone (it had to send back to Sydney), from my connection Russ. At noon about Darwin's went to Singapore.

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My last week with Russ ...

... was a week of (mixed) feelings. We wanted in the last few days just to spend as much time as possible together to make something special one hand, but on the other hand, do not change the everyday life do not remember that I got to go. will I find it even harder than I thought, I feel it is still not very good, I do not know if I ever see him, my dream man, my Mr. Right.

The last days were very hot and humid (about 35 degrees). We still have others as much as possible done on the house (yes to 2 it works better for some things Russ and female Advice needed - curtains, etc., he has asked me before I leave holes in the belly, as I was underline do / would etc.). We were also a lot, have a lot to do before, I had to say goodbye to and from all. After the first I am have it "used", it was not as difficult as the parting from Amanda, who had indeed gone for work. But my departure was a reality.

From my acquaintance whom I had done a "favor," I got in the last minute at least half his debt to me (AUD 100). From all others, the Italians, my Brotverkaeuferin, Andrea at Aldi, ... I am also personally approved.

to the hairdresser (school) I'm still in between (10 AUD). Thus, a haircut I had since my 10th Age no more.

We were shopping in Harbour Town (craft materials for the gifts) and have taken on St. Nicholas to Santa Claus, the poor, the Heat!

The last joint WE we spent at a pool party of a friend of Russ. The day I got tears in his eyes constantly, I have a lot of talk with Russ ... Russ really wanted to spend the night there, I could not cope, sleep is one of the last 3 nights were not at home.

Sunday night's, we have finally (in time for sunset), the famous FISHO made it, a bar is going on in the Sunday afternoon a lot, especially since many backpackers, which I again been good for much, and I was a bit in Travel anticipation come. I have also cared much for a quick Greek couch surfer and I met there with her.

between, I have slowly and unwittingly sorted and packed. I finally sent home the biggest part of my winter clothes or thrown away.

As every 2nd Monday, I've also taken on my last Monday with Roland. This time Russ came along. We were back at Mt Tamborine in the colorful birds in the Polish cafe. Russ was excited and this time he could DIRECT Roland learning anything about its environment / nature.

For dinner we were invited to Cubbie's parents, another cute couple that I was warmly welcomed.

The last evening we spent most part separated from one another, each too busy to even more quickly a nice surprise for preparing the others. Russ was up half the night in the kitchen and baked for breakfast and geschnipselt, I was in the bedroom and have crafted a book for him.

THE LAST DAY:

Russ took me to a Sonnenaufgangsfruehstueck (at 4:30 clock) on beach "surprised". He has packed chairs and table and prepared a 4 course breakfast (with homemade Apple pie! My recipes I had him also all learn, was the last day's really much to eat, because he constantly had to cook his favorite things). As fun and enjoyable / romantic has never made a man for me. Even the early morning joggers / walks, mostly older people are gone with a smirking smile, eat the lifeguards wanted:) I think all have envied me. It was really something special.

After breakfast, I suggested a walk (Russ asks: "Where, then," well on the beach of course, mah) and got him and the self-made Book with our story gift. He added to the page "OUR LIFE TOGETHER STARTED" with photos of us read quietly, then it is also the tears come ...

At home we have lain down again, I could not sleep, however, have seized more ... Russ was suddenly off again shortly with the wheel, he brought me flowers (picked from various gardens of neighbors, hihi). We are the post office and even to the hardware store, went to the cinema ("BIG STAN") - a good distraction. But in the afternoon arrived home, the last time coming home, it went just nimma. I durchgeheult 2 hours, it could not believe it, I must leave my Russ probably for ever.

The road to the airport was long, traditionally one (each) farewell, we have taken from my Italian pizza. The flight was delayed for 1 hour, no idea if the extra time was still good or not. At the airport - in front of everybody - it went really, it's can not even believe them, that one has to go in the "holiday" if you do not want to.
I made sure that I have a 3 Series on the plane for me on my own and in flight again I just cried, fell asleep briefly, but the awakening was the very worst. It was days like this: having to constantly realize anew on that my friend is no longer with me, especially when you do not know if you see him ever again. I was all alone while on the road, where I have no one to talk, but where that was the most important thing. I desperately need someone. Now, immediately, in Cairns, 2000 km far away from my Australian friends, and almost 10,000 km away from Austria.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY to meeee !!!!!

Am 30.11. increased the birthday of our friend Luke Ueberraschungsfeier in the Temple Bar in Surfers Paradise (from 14 to clock in the night). I have therefore set out that my birthday falls under the table for the current day. Therefore, I wanted to spend a nice evening and Saturday with Russ MY Meet friends.

So that was my day at 29.11:.

miss quite a bad mood from the insipid previous days and too much time to think and friends, we drove about 11 clock to Southport to Australia Fair Shopping Centre. Russ and I had to do some browsing in the meantime in the same shop and found some nice things as gifts for my friends here (from Amanda and her friend, I had to say goodbye on Monday, have provided them with Advent, which although this is to Now there, but hardly anyone knows - I really had to explain everything to ... you can not simply opens the window in order, but with these numbers - in part to 25 - are provided;! for Amanda had / I wanted to craft their own because they can not eat chocolate / should). distracted with great ideas in my mind, soon came to a better mood. We have it let us go on the day really well, "carved plaster" really sleep on the (geldmaessig), we at Sushi Train bought a plate (to 2 . For 4 dollars, you pay here per plate on colors at different prices and the "Running Sushi" is actually operated by a train;) and we indulged in lunch at a cafe. There was also a little Christmas cheer on and on 1 time (although last Christmas I spent in New York), I have seen Santa Claus in a shopping center, on whose lap the the children to take pictures and share skills. Of course, who knows me knows that I will not miss me ... were it not for such a long queue stood before it.

While Russ fruit shopped for my Geburtstagsfruehstueck, I was shopping clothes (at least I wanted to make a new top for a birthday, especially because I know Mom, that you're also like, if I do not begrudge me for something). Something quite unusual for me for 1 year.

On way home, it has - although by then sunshine - to rain suddenly started very strongly, just as we left the Car wanted. As in the film, we are still sitting in the driveway, the radio have a bit made loud and enjoyed the thrill;)

had at home we have 2 hours until opened to Surfers Paradise for my birthday dinner with two friends (the couple Sarah and Sean ) in the HARD ROCK CAFE. There we shared my favorite appetizer (Jumbo Combo). When we finished were Russ wrote with a stick HAPPY BDAY LISI (with the BBQ sauce in the gorgonzola sauce). This has seen the waitress and then I got a free candle with Geburtstagseis plus serenade (at 21 !!!!) from the entire premises and the entire team that stood before me. Man, embarrassed, but full of beautiful!! Something quite special.

Then we wanted to go away yet. I had made me a bit worried that we are too early (20 clock) but as casually, taking place just the SCHOOLIES here ("travel" something like Matura) was going just at this time, hell (the departure). Really great! Were in the Beer Garden to the pool games. But that only up about 22 clock; the Schoolies because usually still minors, namely here strictly controlled and have to return to their accommodations. Great for me, more of these other "cultural" witness.

saw And so my actual birthday of:

Russ BREAKFAST: Fruit Salad with weetbix, Milk, Nashibirne, apple, pear, kiwi, banana, grapes, watermelon, mango, passion fruit, honey, raisins, dried apricots, almonds, peanuts and walnuts, cashews, sunflower seeds, yogurt and cinnamon. A large glass of fruit juice. Phew! Lecker !!!!!

At 12:30 we should clock in our neighbor and friend Amanda, to exchange gifts (for Luke and me). Russ wanted to first buy a birthday cake again, I asked him if he wants to bake one for me ... He has done for us nut brownies. Really tasty - came very close to my Lieblingsguglhupf of Mama.

And what have I got from my friends and Russ to? A CAMERA (For Gerald: PENTAX 8.0 megapixel, 7x OPTICAL ZOOM to 250 AUD )!!!! From now on, so there are again more photos.

the rest of the day we spent in the Temple Bar ... ziiiieeemlich fad, were so usually only people / colleagues of Luke, only about 20 people, but all in a very large area, it is therefore occurred, as would sit there alone, the food was not good, etc. But the weather ( and the terrace on which we dined) was a dream! Here are some selected photos:

first outside the bar, 2 next to the "party kid" Luke


3. behind Kylie, 4 more Spompanadln v Russ & Cub

5th R & i (v Sunnies with Kylie), 6 View from the terrace

7th on the birthday table, 8 Amanda & I

"Paaaartyyy"

else's for that day to say nothing more. I was just glad I had this premonition and I've made the day especially nice!

And what I took that from Austria?

By Gerald and numerous friends, as already mentioned the advent calendar. Russ handed me each morning as the first calendar in hand:) So far, so I was open only two windows and therefore I know that Patricia & Mark, and Joe & Cati have to do with it. So cute! Thank you! 'm Already looking forward to the rest of the "gang". And Gerald, the 2nd I was really surprise by email from the "goats" cut as you have suggested so beautiful. How many years I speak now, that someone has a booth at you (that Martin B.) and now you are really together? Hope I can still experience personally, am looking mad. Teach her all of your favorite greetings. Since when, how, tell me !!!!!

And as Mama I received today a Packerl with party matters and sweets and this cute little devil. We have it both kissed (Photo I made before I saw yours; hehe, I'm even darker than you;)

hey, is now the devil between me and Russ !

er ... it now has it ....

BUSSIII! ! ! Also to ALL the thought of me have. Thank you and sorry that I can not answer each individual (for now), there were sooo many.